Thursday, January 14, 2010

Boy Was I Cranky!

I just reread my post from yesterday...and I was CRANKY! I feel better today. Still disappointed, but very hopeful we will get there soon. When we were in Moscow in December and it was so cold, I couldn't wait to get home. Now I can't wait to get back! I miss my baby girl and can't wait to see her again! Thanks for all the supportive comments yesterday!

7 comments:

Bonnie said...

I just saw your posts. I'm so sorry that you have yet another hurdle to jump. She will be worth it - hang in there. Once this is all over, you should send the agency a very frank letter about your experience. It shouldn't have to be this hard. Give each other a hug from us! xoxo

Unknown said...

How frustrating! Perfectly reasonable for you to be cranky. I hope the Feb 2 date holds up.

Jeannie and Freddy said...

its okay to be unhappy...this is IA;) We could all write a book based on the different emotions alone.

Denise said...

What? You have every reason to be cranky. So many people would have given up by now, I don't know how you're still pushing through. Be cranky all you want...you're allowed.

findingourdaughter said...

Big Hugs!! I am so sorry the trip was cancelled. You get all excited and prepared and that is a huge let down.
I've gotten to a point now that I just don't think about it hardly at all.....it is helping and we are planning our days/weeks/months as if nothing is going on......we have to really--2 years has drained us emotionally.
I know you know what I mean!
I hope you hear confirmed travel dates soon and all goes off without a hitch! I can imagine how much you want to hold that baby girl again!
God bless!

Laura and Paul Knight said...

So sorry! (We've been waylaid with the croup here...not checking in too much). And yes, you can be cranky!!! How upsetting to get all ramped up and then have to be stopped cold. It would be easier to deal with if you knew 100% everything would be totally fine...I am sure it will...but when you don't know the mind wanders to the what if's and you just want to get her home! Will be thinking of you and hoping the next set of dates holds!!

Angela Griffin said...

You have every right to be cranky!:) What you're going through is so difficult. Hang in there, and you'll be bringing home your precious baby soon!